Jul
16
Smoke.
Shared a cigarette last night with the hubby outside our apartment building. It felt like we were dating again. The night was so peaceful.
Honestly, the thing I miss most about smoking is the social aspect. Intentionally setting aside that time to go outside with a friend. The conversations born out of it.
I couldn’t help but be filled with a deep sense of remorse afterwards though. Thinking back on all the things I inhaled when I didn’t care about the damage it was doing to my body. I sincerely hope it doesn’t all catch up to me later.
God, I’m so sorry.
